I have pleaded with her and been angry. I cried and cried, but...
( her mind seems so frayed at the edges, threatening to come apart and leave her with the mess of emotions left behind and exposed. not that she doesn't already feel like everything has been laid out on the table for him, for them, to see. saoirse feels as though she is at a loss, unsure how to go forward from here and left unable to even look up.
perhaps it's for the best. the silence hurts, almost and she can't imagine the look he might have on his face. she doesn't know if she can handle it and so her gaze stays down at the floor, nodding numbly when the question comes and chuckling breathlessly. )
Of course, I do. Really. ( said as if it was the most obvious answer in the world. in any world. the one ounce of confidence she has had in her voice since this talk began. )
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Date: 2018-05-19 04:36 am (UTC)( her mind seems so frayed at the edges, threatening to come apart and leave her with the mess of emotions left behind and exposed. not that she doesn't already feel like everything has been laid out on the table for him, for them, to see. saoirse feels as though she is at a loss, unsure how to go forward from here and left unable to even look up.
perhaps it's for the best. the silence hurts, almost and she can't imagine the look he might have on his face. she doesn't know if she can handle it and so her gaze stays down at the floor, nodding numbly when the question comes and chuckling breathlessly. )
Of course, I do. Really. ( said as if it was the most obvious answer in the world. in any world. the one ounce of confidence she has had in her voice since this talk began. )