( she listens quietly... unable to find the right words and unsure if there was right words at this moment. for a moment, saoirse can only hold his hands and hope they offered him some sort of comfort in the tense moment that have passed on from her to him. carefully she let's go of his hands and reaches out to wrap her arms around his shoulders instead, pulling him into a hug. )
A mage is fire made flesh and a demon asleep. It's a proverb that I was told time and time again as if was something meant to happen because of how I was born. Because I wasn't like everyone else. It was held over me, kept me scared senseless of myself and wondering just what little mistake would trigger my transformation into an abomination. I couldn't stand it... the thought of hurting others.
( she squeezes harder, pressing a small kiss to his shoulder. )
I can't understand exactly how you feel but I know what you're saying... that isn't you just like I know now that that isn't me. And that man, ( because she refuses to say 'father' as if he deserved such a title. ) He might be the reason you were born but he didn't make you who you are. You did that, you made the choices and fought to be who you are right now. I can see how much Ignis cares and respects you, how glad he is that you're his friend.
( all she can do is hold him, hope her words make some sense and pray. ) You couldn't have know about them but now you do, now you can make a difference. You and your friends together. Because I know, just as I do, that your friends love you and I doubt they'd let you go so easily.
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Date: 2018-05-25 02:49 am (UTC)A mage is fire made flesh and a demon asleep. It's a proverb that I was told time and time again as if was something meant to happen because of how I was born. Because I wasn't like everyone else. It was held over me, kept me scared senseless of myself and wondering just what little mistake would trigger my transformation into an abomination. I couldn't stand it... the thought of hurting others.
( she squeezes harder, pressing a small kiss to his shoulder. )
I can't understand exactly how you feel but I know what you're saying... that isn't you just like I know now that that isn't me. And that man, ( because she refuses to say 'father' as if he deserved such a title. ) He might be the reason you were born but he didn't make you who you are. You did that, you made the choices and fought to be who you are right now. I can see how much Ignis cares and respects you, how glad he is that you're his friend.
( all she can do is hold him, hope her words make some sense and pray. ) You couldn't have know about them but now you do, now you can make a difference. You and your friends together. Because I know, just as I do, that your friends love you and I doubt they'd let you go so easily.